they say

its your fault they tell me

aubrey, its yours and yours alone.

you're a bitch, aubrey

you can't take it and you're a bitch

you cut out.

but come on

look me in the eye

see what ive done

look at my ruins

size me up all tough and tumbled

and give up

say sorry.

you need to do this

its imperative, aubrey, its fact

try harder

be better.

be mine, and not yours.

ill wrap you up and send you back

empty as before.

but at least youre breathing.

but hey,

at least youre breathing.

you need to act like its okay

look perfect, aubrey

sit up.

-i love you aubrey

you know that-

shut the fuck up

im not the problem.

can you believe it?

i took it away.

the only thing you had

let's see you be pretty now.

cry, i dare you.

everyone can see.

its all i can see.

you've lost the game aubrey,

you're over.

aubrey, i dont care about you

they say,

i hope you fail

they say,

i hope you hurt

they say,

i hope you regret

they say,

i hope you love me

they say.

you're a loser they say

they say aubrey, youve worn dull.

the point doesnt stick,

the needle of your words

cant stitch my brain back

its been ripped so many times:

ive handed it to you

made you angry

had you rip it apart

so many times.

im broken aubrey, they say

and its all your fault

that you cant fix me

now that you finally need me.

you know i hate you aubrey

they tell me.

but aubrey,

it makes me feel better

to see you try.

it makes me laugh

it makes me happy

to see your love

splattered on the wall.

so what now?

they ask me, aubrey what now?

nothing they tell me.

we will do nothing.

because nothing will fill the void

better than any kind of love will.

don't question that aubrey.

its over.

defendant found not guilty

they say.

but not innocent.

no, never innocent.

and no one needs to remind me of that.