scared (part two)

get out of my head

and out of my bed.

and if you dont want to leave

and if you need to stay

come riding around the block

toss your bike

and knock on my door

fear isnt an excuse anymore.

you know i want you to come

i know you do

you know i love you

i know you do

you know you love me too

ill mirror it back to you.

just remember,

you've got to remember.

i'll rewind it back

rewind the past

and we'll watch it slowly together

stopping at all the best parts.

just remember,

you've got to remember

cause that's all i have to give anymore.

id like to tell you that you dont scare me anymore

id desperately love to be brave

but the images

oh the memories

are still ringing in my head.

i lay on your chest

i look at the stars

i sigh.

and i grip your shirt for dear life

thinking it will anchor me there

long enough to stop feeling sick

and fulfill some forgotten forevers

but everytime i walk away

and forget to look back

i know youre already closing the door

i know youre already missing me too much

i know youre already getting scared

i know youre already running away

and im already healing from the loss

of something i theoretically still have.

something that i had just held in my hands.

my one biggest fear

is the end of forever

but you,

you...

your running and hurting

once it gets too deep,

makes it seems like your biggest fear

is me.